Hmmm, i dunwan; wish to tok about ytd nite de thinggs. :'(( but its like "so called" settled. everything end with one word. after everything, went home alone. hai, dat time feel like killing myself. i really dunnoe why. trying to stop everything coming into my mind. :'(

reach home and on9 awhile and went to bathe. i was keeping quiet all da while at home, sis and dad tok to me, i jus didn't wan to ans. straight went to bathe and rest on my bed, and waiting peeps to call me. haihai, but i'm also waiting fer ya to fone me. but... ...
i keep rolling here and dere, alots of thing keep running through my mind, i dunnoe wad i'm thinking. felt so depressed and weak, :'( and tears keep flowing down. after dat peeps foned me, and chatted awhile but i'm in no mood so i hanged da call. but awhile more, i really cannot stand it. i keep cryingcrying&crying, i think i had some kind of depression.LOL! = =" and my head felt so pain. i msg tongg, and thay foned me again. when yuki is toking to me, i cry moree worse. hai, i really dunoe why sia. i do not have reason, why am i crying so hard?? haihai, depression? after awhile, yuki and tong try to tell me jokes all dat, make me laugh and laugh, so i felt kinda better. lovess ya all to da core! smuacks! if ytd nite dun have ya all i dunoe wadd will happened to me, and wad will i do. LOVES

p/s:
i dunnoe why you're moodless, but i noe you sure got ya own reasons. Hmm, cheerup kaes?
why're you always not here, when i need ya so-much. haihai, i think i should... ...

tong&yuki, thx ya all soo-much! SMUACKS! everything is over le, i really hope soo... ... hai~ without da two of ya, i might as well go die ehh? lol! love ya two to da core! sista! xD we mus stand tgt eh. ;))

think, i'm going on a depression. lol.