0343am.

life is full of SHIT! )):
everythings is gg upside-down. hai..

workplace got lots of backstabber, which is so sick and sad things. just in one-day everything can change so much, jus cos of one so called spy everyone in this fucking INBASE can change so much. jus fer da place and position in work, peoples can just do full of sicking things. hai~
peoples 're just born out not to be trusted.

ytd, went sing kbox wif collages. xinjia, shawn, jason, hilda, shipei, szeli and me. i joined shawn and xinjia after work and went collect my pants and shop around. shipei, hilda and jason joined us after awhile and we went shopping den kbox! szeli joined us after dat. and we sing till damn high~ :DD new year song too. LOL~ took cab home, and reach home around 1plus and slp! loves dat night.

today, wear back my uniform da LAST time den took bus met limei, tong and heng, went to sch.
blablabla, time to get result. i cried ;X cos of my dad, he dont understand me at all! and also disappointted in myself just cos of one subject and everythings is gone. im dumb, REAL-DUMB! :(( wad to do? i cnt turn back time. i given up on myself, just let it be ba. took bus and went to longjohn wif limei,tong,heng,jason and me. feeling real low, but i try to be allright as possible den plan to go kbox again :DD went home and rush, meet tong once again after change den meet yuki at platform and we went cine to sings~ real FUN! :)) blablabla~
we wan to take da last bus home, we ran all da way from cine to lucky plaza. LOL! everyone was like looking at us like we did something, and we're running and luffing at da same time like some kind of siao lan. hahaaaa! running halfway, lots of coins drop on da floor and everyone turn around and we damn paiseh but we cant stop luffing. LOL~ tong and yuki luff and pickup coin at da same time. cant stop luffing even went we get on da bus. after recalling back, we're really so siao cannnns and throw face. haha! everyone at town was like looking at us like somekind of crown. LOL but we're not trying to catch attention k. haha but bet no one saw our face as we're running damn fast. i cnt ferget wad happened today. :DDD den took bus home. blablabla, im online blogging! i really loves today! will it be da last? hope not :X

after today, im feeling real-useless. )): everythings dat i try to do, i always fail-ed. im a failor, heard dat? hai..
works, peoples say im blurr and slow ; lots of unpleasent stuff, lots of hurting words which always made me cried, and
study, was a total fail-or. im just born out dat i cant study. and
loves-life, i got no-words to put to it. everythings always end as fast as it could till i cnt even ever taste da sweetness of loves, everythings is hurt. and
family, is total piece of shit. and
friends, only some can be trusted.

tells me peoples wad can i do to myself? )): no solution right?
eveythings is full of craps. sighs

im tired, really tiredd of this life...