i may disappear anytime

im so not myself anymore.
i choose to hide everythings inside, why should i always bother peoples esp my close ones. they have their own life. it doesn't make anyone happy even by saying all out. i rather choose to handle alone. i dontwant to let peoples felt irritated& upset becus of me. sighs..

lifes will always be great, i'll always be happy. im trying to feel numb
i hope, i will. )':

wrote by c'heryl. cheerup girl(:

we're on the same boat.