still the same, days hasn't been any better. sighs. but im okay with it(:
im always busy with works and stuffs. after work, i'll always be out which make me no time for sleep& rest. hais. tired

i felt like peoples always like to vent their anger& stuffs on me, when it got nothing to do with me. maybe im too dumbfuck or quiet? no, im not. its just that i choose to shut my mouth& aviod things i can as its makes everyone happy(: i have lots of thoughts but no one will even know, not even the ones closest to me.
anyway, im still disappointed of that things& myself.
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read thru peoples' blogs, hmmm, lots of dumb things is going on& on. no comments.
just dontwant my dearest being hurt& its over the past.

i hates clubbing, esp that fucking place. yuck!=/ thats why im always keepping quiet when im inside that fuckplace. sorry its not my kind of life, its not the way i am.
im not like that in the past, i dont go such i so called dirtyplace. beside drinking& dancing, peoples do stupid things down there.
i reallyreally hope, i dontknow peoples from that circle. i know i change alot after that, regret. sighs. but i'll nvr regret knowing both of you. &thats the only reason, that im thankful to that fcircle.
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having rashes all over my body. sighs, feeling super irrtated and moodless. i cant mc from work even when im sick. & im so broke )': left with 20cents till my next pay. hais. & please its not your fault k! (: im willing. i'll be allright& ofcus i will find way out myself.
gotta stop here, my dinner! maggie is waiting for me. lol.

tk goodcare peoples. goodnight.