its the second day of cny but im not feeling happy or anything.

ytdy, wokeup ard 8plus prepare and went to visit peoples. went to town for kbox with my younger brother in the afternoon, kinda enjoys. fiona came ard 7plus to meet me and my brother leave. slacked& dinner-ed with girlfriend. planned to meet yutong& heng at night after girlfriend leave for play. but hais dontknow what happened yutong& heng did not appear. met adrian& peoples for awhile, planned to go home straight after that as im super tired and kinda moodless. something happened, there a free ticket to movie. so adrian& peoples ask me to join them as its a waste of money. fiona& peoples came back town, eat abit and went back home straight.

i know, if i go for the movie things will happened. sighs, im sorry.
i dontknow what to say& how to explain things to you. but you should understand why i go for the movie& stuffs. )':
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peoples, i mean everyone, friends or anything. they tend to forget about one& another once they got someone close to them, their another one. even how close you all can be in the past, they will still forget about you. seriously, im fucking disppointed.
i tot we could meet out during cny after so long of lost contacting from eachother, rmb how close we used to be in the past? i dont think so. i keep contacting you all just for a meet out even its a super short one, i'll still be happy. you all are always saying, " thou, we may not be so close now but you can still find me when you're emo& troubled." fuckyou )': stop bullshitting, its hurt me. all of your times is spend on your girl boy friend. do you even have the fucking time for me? no! action speak louder then words. it just hurt me so much, seriously. oneway by helping me. stop contacting me for the time being, i'll be happier then anyone. maybe, i should be the one stop contacting you all cus im always the one always trying to contact you all. not you or you. its always me, what for im wasting my fucking time on you. )': ringed u twice today, as i tot we could meet up, nvr even pickup. hais, im forgetting you all, leave me alone for the time being.
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wokeup ard 4plus in the afternoon, ring you straight. you dont sound right, you're busy. think you're still disappointed in me. sighs ): im feeling real bad. and i still hope to seeyou tmrw, can i?

im trying to cheerup, hello? its cny. why must i still be so emo during cny)':

tk goodcare peoples. enjoys.